Something to say, someone to listen .

so.. i haven’t been on tumblr in weeks* 
i feel like shit, i was doing so well going to the gym, I’ve even become vegetarian.. im close to going vegan to!
but i really badly hurt my self last week, i fell down some stairs and re-tore tendons in my ankle, hurt my elbow & gashed my knee open so i haven’t been able to go to the gym.
im hoping i can start slow again tomorrow since its been a week off and I’ve gained at least 5 pounds.. between cheep valentines day chocolate to jager bombs the past two nights..  

(Source: victoryiscalling)

ive failed, i was so busy this week, i havent been to the gym since monday..
i feel fat & theres so much stress built up inside me.
i need to fast as much as possibe this week from 10-4 because theres no school and therefore i dont eat in between those hours .

i always fuck things up with boys..
i wheel them because i like them, and then i just stop talking to themm when things become to much, i dont ever sleep with them so its not like im whoreing around but i just get so scareed, idk why.. i truly wish i didnt.

i know why actually, its my weight.. im afread that we’ll get close and shit will go down and thell see that im fat and worthless .

i want a tattoo that is the forever symbol, a small one on my foot or behind my ear ; ∞ but written in words that will forever motivate and inspire me, any word suggestions? :$